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    12 years of fighting together, heaven and hell, profound bond, all of it is gone. Cas walked out of that door, slammed it behind him and didn’t look back. He knows of Dean’s struggles with emotions, maybe better than anyone, but he’s decided it’s about time he cares for himself too and that means leaving the bunker and trying to move on. Dean will be fine, he has Sam, he doesn’t need Cas anymore, especially now his powers are failing.

    In short: After the deaths of their family and friends, Castiel walks out and decides the Winchesters no longer need him now his powers are failing, it’s time for him to move on.

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    2/?
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    18
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    Four different short Castiel-centric fics based on Whumptober prompts

    (specific content warnings will be before each chapter)

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    4/4
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    43
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    80
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    12
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    Dean takes Cas thrift shopping post-Empty.

    He can’t give Cas what he deserves, but he can give him stuff.

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    11
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    When the gang goes to the Apocalypse World, Castiel finds that world's Balthazar.

    *Now with an (optional) epilogue for romantic Calthazar.

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    7
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    26
    Bookmarks:
    6
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    "You're going to let God do your job? Kill Jack and wreck the order?"

    "God isn't wrecking anything. Every story has different endings. This was one."

    "Then change it."

    "It's already happened. It can't be undone." Billie's voice was gentler than Castiel expected when they continued. "It's not fair, or kind, or right, but it's life. You need to make your peace with that."

    "No." Billie's brows drew together and if Castiel didn't know better, he would think that it was from pity. Even as he spoke, he felt the tip of his angel blade drop. "I can't accept this, he can't be..."

    "He is. And nothing you do will change that, regardless of what your time with the Winchesters has taught you."

    TW: Child Loss
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    81
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    6
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    When Sam finds out Cas has left the Bunker for good, he goes after the angel. He finds Cas’ truck still in the driveway and Castiel in the middle of a panic attack.

    *previously titled 'A Different Twist in the Storyline'

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    13
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    92
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    30
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    774
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    Arms full, Castiel had made a break for it, gotten all of them into a crypt not far from where God had abandoned them, but he couldn’t bring himself to put Jack down as the Winchesters fortified the door. With his powers, he should have been feather-light.

    Castiel thought again of the scorched wings and choked back bile.

    TW: Child Loss
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    1/1
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    When Dean and Cas find themselves in an impossible situation, Dean realizes something important, and comes up with a plan. But what'll be the cost?

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    1/?
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    3
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    Castiel Novak lost his husband two years ago and never recovered. He spends his days tending to his garden and sitting by Inias's grave. While there, he also tends to the whole cemetery.

    Dean Winchester likes to go with the flow, spending his time moving from place to place. When he ends up in a small Texas town to visit Sam and Eileen, the only available job is a cemetery groundskeeper.

    There, they meet and get to know each other.

    Can Castiel finally move on, even though he promised himself he would never remarry to date anyone else. Can Dean finally commit and settle down or will the ghost of Castiel's late husband be too much to handle?

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    Chapters:
    39/39
    Comments:
    9
    Kudos:
    20
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
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    He’d had to think many times about what he’d do when Dean, inevitably, met his end in some way. But he hadn’t expected it to be so soon, or to live through it. And now eternity stretched out before him, cold and lonely and unknowable.

    He was so entirely lost in his own thoughts that it took him a few moments to realise that Sam’s arms were around him, holding him up.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
    6
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    61
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    572
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    This isn’t set anywhere specifically in the time line, but I kinda envisioned it as and alternate ending to season 5 in which the boys both agree too Michael and Lucy in exchange for Adams freedom and Cas’s life.

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    1/1
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    In Cas' arms, he bounces the human loudspeaker that is his godson. “He won’t stop,” Cas says, his expression—and his sanity—visibly on the verge of crumbling. 

    Dean knows the feeling.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    He found that Sam was right, focusing on the rise and fall of Sam’s chest against his back did help. The up and down was grounding, a reminder that Sam was alive. That he hadn’t lost everyone. That he was still on earth, and this wasn’t all just a nightmare he was having while alone in the empty.

    “I miss him”

    ****

    The book Pet Sematary by Stephen King hits too close to home for Castiel.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
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    36
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    The man moved from cage to cage, petting each cat in turn. Dean could hear his sigh from where he was standing.
    Dean walked over to him. The guy looked up at Dean and again, his eyes made Dean’s knees weak.
    “Hey, guy, you spend a lot of time with these cats. You thinking about adopting one?”
    The look on the guy’s face went from sad to stricken.
    “Uh… n-no, I’m… I’m just looking at them.”
    The look made Dean’s chest hurt.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    59
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    214
    Bookmarks:
    19
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    Dean Winchester has many problems. His mom’s dead, and it’s all Jack’s fault. He’s not sure he wants to call it an accident or a mistake. However, when Jack ends up having his grace stolen, Dean finds himself on a path to track it back down with Sam and Cas at his side.

    But Sam’s not doing so good either, and as it turns out, neither is Cas. Here’s Dean’s biggest problem, though: he’s suddenly, terribly, horribly attracted to Cas and he doesn’t know where it even came from. It’s definitely not been this way for years, like Sam insists.

    Yep, Dean Winchester has many problems, and being in love with Cas is probably the biggest of them all.

    Canon divergent after episode 14.18 “Absence.”

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    9/9
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    55
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    245
    Bookmarks:
    53
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    3289
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    Castiel just can’t stop seeing Dean Winchester, even in death.

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    1/1
    Comments:
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    19
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    2
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    202
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    Sam doesn't take Jack's death well. Will Sam be able to cope with the loss of his surrogate son? Will Dean and Cas be able to help Sam before it's too late?

    Language:
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    Words:
    980
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    83
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    4
    Hits:
    1574
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    Castiel should have known. He should have KNOWN that Dean wouldn't have left his brother behind. One shot. Temporary character death.

    13x20 -
    "And if something happens we will deal with it. Together. And if we Die? We'll do that together too."
    -Sam Winchester

    Language:
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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
    1
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    38
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    3
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    642
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    There is no set schedule for this, it's just whenever we get them done.
    Tags and ships will be updated with each chapter.
    Each chapter will be at least 500 words long.
    This has turned into a collaborative effort.
    I am sorry if I don't include something you want or write something you don't like.
    I do hope you enjoy.
    Not every letter will have a ship attached. Some are character stand alones.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
    31
    Kudos:
    109
    Bookmarks:
    8
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    Jack's death loomed over their heads like an endless dark cloud, spreading out across the sky, infinite and all consuming. Sam was sure that every bad moment that happened after could be traced back to Jack's light cruelly being extinguished.

    Even the moment where Dean forgot to put a sock on the door handle.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    99
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
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