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    in which five boys meet in conversion therapy dorms, break all the rules and cheer people up all along the way

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    or the crew boys meet in conversion therapy and it ends up with sapnap and dream dating and george and karl dating and quackity illegally getting the minors proper hormones.

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    look out for tw's on chapter notes !!

     

    don't ask how i came up with this, i genuinely do not know. also the chapters will get longer as this goes on.

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    First time he sees him he’s barreling down 40 like a bat out of hell. Thirty miles outside of Flagstaff and six hours behind schedule. The desert looming large on all sides. Red sand and sage stretching out for miles and miles in front of him. Juniper and pine and gray crag behind him. The flora might be changing but that's about it. Same bone-dry air that gives him nosebleeds. Same cute little cottontails and scrawny jackrabbits darting under his tires. Same two lanes separated by white lines...
    He checks his speedometer. He hasn't downshifted since the city limits. Sheer luck, that. He's coming up fast on another rig. Flatbed with Vermont plates. Bright white cab with gold wings painted on the side.
     

    Anthony Crowley might have gotten out of Missouri, but he hasn't escaped his past. He wears it like a cloak. When he crosses paths with a guardian angel, he starts to learn how to shed it.

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    “I don’t understand,” he says softly, and he can’t help his voice from being a little whiny.

    The pain is still there, not as strong as before but present, like a dull throbbing in half his face. Every so often, Kacchan rubs the exact place where it hurts on his own face.

    “How stupid can you be, really, Deku?” Kacchan throws him an angry look from across the room. “Have you never heard of soulmates?”

    ~~~~~

    Or in the words of reviewer FlamingPotatoArson...

    Dadmight, Dadzawa, and Big Brother Mirio all in one angsty TodoBakuDeku soulmate fanfiction with smutty future jumps and gay as hell Izuku.

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    Toni never had much in her life. She could count the people that loved her on one hand. She could carry everything she owned in a beat-up duffle bag, a faded number three reminding her what her life could have been. So, no, Toni didn't have much in her life except for pain and anger and regret. But when her losses start to catch up with her, a surprising opportunity presents itself. An opportunity that Toni doesn't want. An opportunity that could change her life, and maybe, just maybe, add to the short list of people who loved her.

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    "It started, funnily enough, with a funeral."

    The funeral of a lovely old woman in a quiet little village near Oxford changes things for the residents forever in ways that they can't begin to fathom.

    That new face may not be such a stranger after all.

    This is a gentle exploration of the lives of our favourite duo and their friends. It will dip into their pasts and hopefully throw up a few surprises along the way.

    I's not going to be an easy ride for any of them but let's hope that they get their happy ending.

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    In the fall of 2005, Jeon Jeongguk arrives in a small quaint town on a Wednesday's rainy night.

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    "Look, Minster, buddy, pal," Kez begins, "I'm not gonna be all, 'Oh my goodness, I totally didn't see this coming, woe, my world is collapsing!' Like, yeah, you got the same birthday and I know people are like 'awww, they're brothers by choice.’ But nah, man, when I met you guys it was like I could cut that sexual tension with a knife. Almost did, actually! You were both so obvious, you deserved a good shanking."

    Min-Gi cringes for a multitude of reasons. "Thanks for not doing that."

    Kez flaps a hand. "Case in point: I had a feeling this was gonna happen, so I don’t think any less of either of you for doing...uh, the do? I’m just flattered you told me, ‘specially since it’s bugging you so bad.”

    “But what do I do?”

    “Uhhh talk to him?”

    The guttural noise Min lets out is a mix between a cackle and a sputter. It turns a few heads.

    Kez’s brows rise. “Wow, okay. Glad my stand-up’s still intact, but I didn’t realize I was selling out Madison Square with that one.”

    min-gi wakes up, finds a letter, and it gets worse.
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    there's nowhere to hide
    you run to the back
    and you cover your ears,
    but it's the loudest sound
    you've ever heard.
    are we trapped?

    or; virgil's darkest hour

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    Ryuji is at an all time low, that is until he hears a certain raven-haired boy’s voice for the first time, which ignites something foreign within him that he has never felt before.

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    Aziraphale Fell is the widowed minister of a progressive little church in Tadfield. He's settled into a comfortable life since his wife died six years ago, but his world is rocked on its side when he meets Anthony Crowley, who just moved to town and took over a landscaping business.

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    So they found me in my bathtub, right? And next thing I know I’m laying in this stiff as shit bed and can’t move. I was strapped down, from my shoulders to my ankles. For days I laid there, being spoonfed by this heavyset nurse, with the excuse that I couldn’t move because I was a “danger to myself”. I’m surprised they had the decency to wash the blood off of me.

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    28-year-old Handa Seishuu is a relatively successful calligrapher. He's won awards and has earned the praise of many of his peers. Despite that, most people close to him seem to believe his work hasn't reached its full potential, rendering the act of creating anything a daunting task for him.
    23-year-old Kido Hiroshi is a young chef from the Goto Islands who's about to open his very first restaurant in Tokyo. Bright-eyed, easy-going and full of hope, he's ready to take on whatever life throws at him.
    Somehow, the two of them will meet, changing each other's lives in ways they would have never expected.

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    Marvin hates his roommate Whizzer Brown. The only thing he hates even more is the fact that he now is in quarantine because of him. And being trapped in a college dorm room for two weeks can cause a lot of problems. Especially if you have some repressed and highly inappropriate feelings for your roommate.

    It’s your average college AU, but this time they are roommates and in quarantine!

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    Luke Stokkart's back in Claugh's life after twelve years, and he just has to make it weird by turning everything into a game. Claugh's out to prove that a straight guy can in fact win a game of gay chicken.

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    Homura lets out her deepest desires.

    (Just don't read this, ok?)

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    Tsukishima and Yamaguchi both attend a Traditional Catholic School While being in a secret relationship. The students are judgemental and Tsukishima fears their eyes on him. Tsukishima tries to keep their relationship hidden while Yamaguchi wants to be open about it.

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    They say I’m alive. That all this is real, some freak miracle of science. That writing’s going to help me get myself sorted in the new century.

    I’m not convinced it’s all true. But orders are orders, and they’re the only damn familiar thing in this world right now.

    Just gotta put one foot in front of the other. Move forward. Move on. One day at a time — otherwise, what else is there? - SR

     

    A Transcript of entries posted by the @StarkJournal and @RogersJournal Twitter accounts

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    “I’m not supposed to like you,” he says. A drum beats deep in his chest, reverberating in his throat like a cough that just won’t quit. “You know that, George.”

    “But you do?” George questions, and he stands up, walks over to Dream, looks down at him with something soft in his eyes. Like he gets it. Or he doesn’t, and he’s trying to.

    Everyone would hate Dream for what he’s about to say. He swallows his tears, fails to voice the truth, and nods.

    Dream knows he's not supposed to like men. He also knows he's not supposed to like George. He also knows George isn't supposed to like him. Perhaps it shouldn't come as a surprise when all three of those rules get broken, all at once.
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    It's the start of a new season.

    Castiel Shurley has been traded to the Islanders from the Rangers because Original Six teams are very picky about which players on their rosters are allowed to be gay, and assistant captains who are also autistic are too much of a liability.

    Dean Winchester has been named team captain against his will. He's still closeted despite starting his twelfth season in the NHL. Those are only two of the reasons that the pressure may actually kill him this time.

    One career Islander, one new addition to the roster, both veterans of professional hockey who instantly connect on (and off) the ice and are pushed even closer together by supportive friends, time spent both together and apart, various flavors of dysfunctional family dynamics... and, of course, the drive this year like every year to take home the Stanley Cup.

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    Thomas had not seen this handwriting in years.

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