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    All my poems, posted in mostly a chronological order of when they were written. Can serve as a journey through recovery; and the teenage years of a self-harming, socially anxious, depressive, suicidal, autistic (but doesn't really know it yet) girl - in other words: me...

     

    Not expecting much traffic for this work, just wanted to have them all in one easily-accessible place.
    I bear my soul in this poems: if no one reads them that's fine with me!

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    360/?
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    A collection of drabbles that weaves a tale of self-discovery, growth, and two people falling in love.

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    Chapters:
    18/?
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    134
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    10
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    4563
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    A Froger Advent Calendar story told in drabbles.

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    3/25
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    34
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    29
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    Walter finds the seed to his future happiness lying in a gopher hole.

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    Armani Caelum is a demi-god with a past best left hidden. Something courses through Armani's life in a rush of red that consumes her being, swallows her whole. Born from the conflict within her soul. And gods does she loathe it. Dreams of old worlds, and thoughts that go unanswered for far too long, she's an anomaly, and there are those who will do anything to stop the one who breaks Fate.

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    2/?
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    He can barely swallow past the lump in his throat.

    Did they actually…did they actually?

    He hesitates, rolling over onto his other side with as much grace and silence as he can muster, terrified that what he thinks happened actually happened, and even more terrified that it didn’t happen at all.

    And there he is, curled up beneath Johnny’s threadbare blankets and sleeping away, completely oblivious to Johnny’s ongoing crisis: Daniel LaRusso.

    Fuck.

    (Or: Johnny's train of thought the morning after he and Daniel finally hook up).

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    13
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    52
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    5
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    Marinette and Adrien discuss their fears as newborn parents in the middle of the night when it's time to feed baby Hugo.

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    1/1
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    Earthrealm is dead. Its champions have either been killed, imprisoned, or scattered. Now, Earthrealm's Gods of the Sky must learn to adapt and fight for what is left of Earth in the harsh, war-torn realm of Outworld. If Earth is to be taken seriously anymore, its Protector God and God of Thunder, Raiden, must take on the mantle of a warlord and lead the last of Earth's forces into civil war to secure a future for the last of humanity.

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    17/?
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    These events took place after Season 3 of Designated Survivor.
    Tom Kirkman is dealing with his grief and guilt of Alex's death and after losing all his friends he is moving towards abyss of depression. He questions his ability to properly execute his duties as President of US. What will happen when his continuously increasing depression and guilt will start to take a toll on his health and decisions. And will anyone be able to help him and heal his broken heart.
    P.S. I have kept Emily Rhodes as Chief of Staff until last episode of season 3 so no Mars Harper here. She has left President Kirkman after giving him recording of President Moss.

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    36,419
    Chapters:
    14/?
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    11
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    1
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    Adrian pressed his knuckle affectionately against the top of the dog’s head, just between his ears. At one point he had spoken to the little dog, called his name that he had come to know the creature by, and had conversations as he went about the Castle with them lopping aside his feet, but he couldn’t remember the last time he had spoken a word. 

    There was no point. He had tried to teach, to guide… to care, and for his troubles, he had almost been killed, betrayed in a moment so open and vulnerable. He had no need for words anymore, not spoken at least.

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    Chapters:
    5/?
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    7
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    25
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    4
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    The whole thing was very strange. Someone other than her friends actually finding her dumb jokes funny. Laughing and joking in a coffee shop with a total stranger. It was weird. But she liked it. And there was a very small and terrifying chance, she realised, that if she let it happen she could start to like him, too.

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    43,910
    Chapters:
    11/?
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    13
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    Wakko Warner was a toon who loved to eat. This coming Christmas, he happens upon what ends up being his biggest eating challenge yet. Afterward, Wakko Warner stopped eating. Try as he might, food stopped being able to stay down and he found he couldn't enjoy it anymore. Things only get progressively worse until the threat of self-starvation looms over him for the holiday season.

    As torturous as not being able to eat is, the real pain was in not knowing why he could no longer stomach food, nor how he'd overcome it.

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    ...and the renewed strength to carry on.

    Writing pieces from 2021's FFXIV Write fest, featuring Fhara Laali. Largely a lot of moments of vulnerability or personal worries, musings on difficult pasts and presents, and the times where we have the strength to keep going, alongside a few other miscellaneous prompts from the month.

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    23,281
    Chapters:
    28/28
    Comments:
    2
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    1
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    Dream is a Little (ages 0-5) and hasn't regressed since Sapnap moved in. How will he react?

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    Chapters:
    56/?
    Comments:
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    As he slowly made his way through the castle’s hall, Dream’s armor had never felt so heavy. The weight of the past few months had finally hit him and he had spent the last two days on the journey back to the kingdom in a downward spiral. Upon his return, he had been heavily advised to go directly to the infirmary to treat his wounds, but that didn’t matter to him. He knew exactly where he needed to go. However, upon reaching the dark, wooden door, he found himself hesitating. Doubt began to creep into his mind, and he wondered if it had been too long since he’d last been home. Despite this, he pushed his doubt down and knocked one, two times on the door. He knew it was late and that this was probably not the time to be doing this, but when there was no response right away, he began to worry. At that moment, the door slowly opened and Dream was met with a sleepy brunette with crazy bedhead. George.

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    or after spending months away on the frontlines, Dream returns to George and the two must deal with the implications that go along with continuing to live in Geroge's kingdom.

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    1/1
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    18
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    They're a group of insane, energetic, destructive and hyper people. But they also love each other, whether some are willing to admit it or not. Family sticks together, through thick, thin, and crazy.

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    Chapters:
    40/?
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    93
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    31
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    1679
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    He’d been dreading this day since they received the script for the season finale. Don’t get him wrong, Wilbur was a spectacular writer, but he missed the days where he wasn’t met with scathing looks and insults every time his character entered. And the idea of one of his friends torturing him, while his older brother let it happen, caused anxiety to curl in his stomach.

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    Dream SMP actor AU where Dream internalizes his character just a bit too much, has a panic attack, and his siblings are worried.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    2
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    45
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    407
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    There isn't a guidebook that explains how you're supposed to smoothly transition from 'just friends' to more than that. Their relationship was stuck in this awkward spot where Steve felt too intimidated to do anything more than hold Bucky's hand, and Bucky was starting to become frustrated, understandably so. He wanted this. He needed to stop pussyfooting around, talk about what was worrying him, and... commit.

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    1/1
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    Espresso was probably the hardest working cookie in the kingdom when it comes to research. So it was no wonder that he would look like he had not slept in several days when he went out into the kingdom to support others on expeditions and get some new ingredients for his experiments. But now he may is taking it a step too far.

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    English
    Words:
    3,708
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    140
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    1543
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    What if Foolscap's sister Ream (OC) was part of the anime? A quick canon divergence story I thought of just for fun.

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    English
    Words:
    18,110
    Chapters:
    5/8
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    1
    Hits:
    21

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