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    Irene is a socially inept woman who is down on her luck; a vegan, naïve, sex-addicted cokehead with a useless master's degree. She has a penchant for secrets, and a natural inclination to get herself into trouble. Clumsy and rather unfortunate, her major flaw is acting on impulse and not knowing when to keep her mouth shut. When she tries to get a job as a dancer at the Vanilla Unicorn, she meets Trevor and her life changes forever.

    **Lots of blood, gore, sex, and violence. Expect a messy, dysfunctional relationship with lots of gratuitous smut and angst. Despite all this, and the tags, the longer this goes on, the more “wholesome” the story is turning out to be. If you're skeptical, this is not another barely legal rape story. Trevor doesn't rape anyone, and he doesn't take advantage past the first chapter or two beyond what I think would be considered canon, although there are rape scenes in this story. It’s on its way to being a novel, so if you like long fics, you’ve come to the right place!**

    If you're here for the fluffy/angsty Trikey bullshit, you gotta wait until around chapter 59-? and they aren't posted yet!

    This is my first fic/comments and feedback are very much appreciated!

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    An encounter with a special grade curse leaves Megumi severely wounded, having barely escaped with his life. Now, recovering from a head injury that has lasting effects, Megumi has to learn how to live like this, all while navigating his relationship with Yuuji, his position on the team, and his own worth as a jujutsu sorcerer.

    After all, who would want a screwed-up epileptic at their side during a fight?

    Megumi wouldn't hold it against them if they decided to just up and abandon him at last...

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    Nick and Charlie one-shots.

    I will give more of a description at the start of each chapter.

    Some of these are cute and fluffy but some of them are quite sad/emotional.

    I will give potential trigger warnings at the start of each chapter.

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    Hier müssen alle R+ler durch. Auch der anonym gehaltene male OC. Wer erinnert sich nicht an Valentinstag 2020 und das bizarre Geschenk, dass uns Till gemacht hat.

    Ihr Flugbegleiter bittet Sie freundlich: Bleiben Sie sitzen und schnallen Sie sich an, wir durchfliegen ein Gebiet mit äußerst unschönen Turbulenzen. Es wird auch hier tiefgründiger.

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    It's in the most uncommon of places that good and beautiful things tend to happen. Sent back home to fight off the battle with his addictions, past and inner struggles, Zayn Malik, an artist based in New York, develops a surprising friendship with Harry Styles, the young man who works at a local bakery that delivers bread at the rehab facility. What starts as a deal between the two blossoms into something more with each secretive meeting, every shared secret and traded a look. While both suffer from heartbreak, loss, and sadness, they find in one another, the ray of light for every dark cloud. That could even mean happiness if only the demons of addiction and past transgressions allowed them.

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    31/?
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    Wei Ying and Jiang Cheng are two uncles who are left to take care of there teenage nephew Jin Ling, not having enough money to support the three of them Jiang Cheng and Wei Wuxian quit college and started working hard. Jiang Cheng took the role of a sex phone operator while Wei Ying is a stripper at a club called the Sunshot club. At there respective jobs they meet there significant other. Lan Zhan and Lan Huan.

    Tried my best with the summary. Please forgive it. I've have never done this before but my good friend RaspberryRain asked me to do it. Please don't hate on it, I really tried hard. This is just for fun.

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    11/?
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    Brainpod 18 makes a suggestion, fairly simple, fairly evil, fairly entertaining. The suggestion is carried out. A hole is torn between two worlds and Emperor Zurg gets hurt by it upon investigating. Hard.

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    Catra is 'that girl' - popular, hot as fuck, smart as hell, brilliant, high achieving, with a hot boyfriend. And straight??...Maybe?

    Also... hella unhappy.
    In the middle of an explicit, at-school sex romp with her bummer of a boyfriend, Catra finds herself deep in a fantasy featuring a VERY hot new student, who is definitely NOT a super cute blonde girl. Catra’s reeling, questioning everything, and excited for the first time in ages.

    What she thought was a one-off fantasy, turns out to be something so much more, awakening old feelings of shame, guilt, and most importantly: her true desires.

    Can Catra overcome these internal blockades and negative messages to face herself, and even take the next step towards what she wants?

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    The second book of [Fairy Tail the True Tale].
    After their curse is broken, what do Zeref and Aki--Natsu's twin sister--intend to do? They're invited to join Fairy Tail, given the chance to have a family again and make up with their brother. All they have to do is not screw up. And not get arrested. And not get killed by cults or their own demons. And find peace within themselves. And accept that their curse really is gone. And learn how to live in a society so different from what they know. And be forgiven by those hurt by their mistakes. And is Alvarez still a thing?
    Whatever they have to go through, they have their brother--finally alive and beside them--to help them, and his adoptive guild family.

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    One had been banished after tried to told the truth

    While the other had been banished after failed to prevent the truth from reaching to the Dreamer

    Three years after the Truth, both of them is awaken and they have new task. to protect the Dreamer from the harsh reality.

    While Sunny are going back to visit The Far Away Town after the death of his mother . However something weird happen when a tentacles and ..red hand appear from his body?

    (In which Sunny is in college and now he's on summer break,he return to Far Away town after three years for the first time after the death of his mother)
    While Abbi and Omori are doing their best to protect Sunny)

    And Sunny now has Super power what a surprise.

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    Whenever I see DJ being so carefree around food, a pit in my own stomach forms.  Part of me wishes that I could be like that again, but it seems like it’s impossible.  DJ’s just sitting here, shoving down whatever food the caterers set out for us, and then there’s me... Feeling internally stoic, tense, and uncomfortable.  Just being in the presence of food is enough to give me the nervous jitters.

    **Follow the ups and downs of recovery through this collection of one-offs from the "Relief" AU... including "deleted" scenes from "Relief" & "You Have Come To The Right Place" or drabbles I've come up with that are are not in the exact timeframe of either. They are NOT in any particular order! Timelines will be signified in the author's notes.***

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    Tommy's fall, and the subsequent downpour, wasn't a quick thing. It wasn't the sort of storm that came down suddenly and disappeared just as quickly.
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    (OR: Tommy cracks under his parents' abuse and unlocks his mutant powers for the first time.)

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    Harry is a cynical, shy and lonely closet case.
    Who- well, hates himself.
    Louis is the love of his life.
    He writes his diary addressed to Louis.
    One day- Louis finds it.

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    After Penguin and Gordon shake hands, peace seems to have finally been restored to Gotham. However, alliances in this city are built on sand and a fresh caper might have finally sealed Penguin’s fate. What exactly did happen in those six months leading up to the imprisonment of Penguin in Blackgate?

    Book I The Road To Blackgate
    Book II Letters To My Friend
    Book III Riddle Me Gotham

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    Percy Jackson had seen weird before.
    Swimming in the River Styx to gain invincibility to fight the Titan lord of time was "weird".
    Getting your memory wiped by the goddess of marriage and family in a gambit to unite Greek and Roman demigods was "weird".
    Having a spiritual attachment to blue food was... well... completely understandable, no matter how much Leo joked about it.
    But this? This is "weird".

     

    When a battle goes wrong, and magic goes wild, the son of Poseidon and Hero of Olympus finds himself dumped in a world that seems strangely familiar. The Greek Gods are still around, the old myths were really true, all seems well. But one thing has changed: the people he's come to love. And it doesn't take long for him to figure out that these new faces all miss someone else, too; Hero of Olympus, and daughter of Poseidon, Percie Jackson.

     

    Now with its own discord server: https://discord.gg/vcqxXmkQcK

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    “Oh come on, Draco” his name sounds so right in her voice. “Don’t you want to play?” it’s whispered into his ear and she sounds downright dangerous.

    He swallows, forces his breathing to stay even, “How do I win?” 

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    Since his band died leaving him behind, all Bobby has done is lie as he tried to cope with losing all his family all at once.

    Title from Lies by Will Jay

    Partially inspired by MoonRiver and their commitment to the Bobby side of the fandom.

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    Espresso Cookie cant quite understand why Madeleine hasn't left him yet, like everybody else...

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    "You don't know how far I could go so as to lose myself."
    "And you don't know how far I could go so as not to lose you again"

    Just when he thought he had finally managed to save Mikey, Takemichi finds himself in the worst possible future. A future without Mikey. He then decides to try everything to prevent him from committing something irremediable, a last return, a last hope for which he is ready to risk everything, even his own life. Because a future without Mikey is like no future at all.

    Despite all his efforts, Mikey must face the truth: no matter how hard he tries, no matter what future he looks into, he always ends up being swallowed up by his own demons, becoming a threat not only to himself, but especially to those he cares about. But just as he is about to end it all, Takemichi stands before him one last time, ready to do anything to stop him.

    For both of them, this is the last chance journey. Last chance to live, last chance to heal.

    And along the way, maybe they will find something else. Growth, peace, salvation. And even love.

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    Chapters:
    25/?
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    After years of fighting each other in the shadows, Jungkook and Theda finally meet face to face - except Jungkook's practically dead.

    And she has to take care of him.

    (Party Party Yeah)

    Mind the tags!

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    Chapters:
    25/35
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