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    In the five years between Infinity War and Endgame, Rocket keeps a captain's log since he's now the captain.

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    When Life Gives You Mental Illness

    You drink the blood like lemonade.

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    “You’ve been treating us like shit for long enough. This has to end, now.” “What do you want me to do?” Sara threw her hands up. “STOP DOING DRUGS.” “You think I haven’t tried to quit? Trust me, I have.” Zari scoffed which caused Sara to frown. “Bullshit. You haven’t done shit to get better. If you had, there wouldn’t be any DAYDREAM in your place. You don’t want to quit, do you?” “Zari, just leave me alone.” Sara pleaded, rubbing her temples. “Yeah, I should. You’re a lost cause anyway.” Her words felt like daggers to Sara’s heart.
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    Sara and Ava were happy until an incident caused Sara to become addicted to a drug named DAYDREAM and their life fell apart.

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    It takes a decent amount of liquor to push a werewolf over the limit to where the mind is all foggy and the senses are numb. Remus knows, because he has pushed all the limits as far as he possibly can over the last three years. Pushed them until they break and he falls, over and over again. He knows by the drop how much alcohol it takes to get there, to get to the state where he does not remember who Remus Lupin is or who he has ever been.

    Every single one of Remus' memories threatens to push him over the edge of the small, safe cliff he stands on. There are the bad ones, the ones of grief and agony, of lost hope and a future turned to ashes. And there are the good ones, but they hurt just as much. So Remus keeps drinking. Keeps searching for moments that will leave nothing to remember.

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    Jean is struggling. With his job, his life, and most of all, himself.

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    He tried. Tried being a good guy. Tried being human.

    It isn't working out.

    Fortunately, James Buchanan (the asset) Barnes knows where to find the only man who can hurt him the way he needs.

    (Set in TFATWS timeline with characters from the old Hydra crew.)

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    When Shane had a drunken hookup with the cute jock, he didn't expect to fall in love. A closeted jock and a depressed alcoholic. Tale as old as time? He certainly feels they're beauty and the beast.

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    Her day had been long.
    She was too tired to so much as put on the happy charade she had kept up for her entire life.
    And All Might's words had only made it worse.

    Still, she went to save Kacchan. Only the heroes found out she was quirkless, and All Might had seen the cold, venomous look in her eyes.

    Things went differently.

     

    Oh, how she wished they hadn't.

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    Welp, Darcy has seen some shit in her time but even she had to admit time travel is new. Aaaaaand entirely unwelcome. She's a good and proper millennial and she goddamn acts like it! Out of everyone in this universe, why was it her?!

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    Ian's goddamn, no good, rotten machine hurls Darcy back in time. In Utah . Oh, he also turned into dust right before she left so she's got a feeling no one is going to be looking for her. What's a girl to do but try to blend in and make a new life?

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    So they found me in my bathtub, right? And next thing I know I’m laying in this stiff as shit bed and can’t move. I was strapped down, from my shoulders to my ankles. For days I laid there, being spoonfed by this heavyset nurse, with the excuse that I couldn’t move because I was a “danger to myself”. I’m surprised they had the decency to wash the blood off of me.

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    What if CT-9966 'Feral' was discovered by Clone Force 99 before he ever left Kamino?

    An alternate timeline to the "A Feral" brother series.

    This idea was suggested to me by RedWolf9481 in a comment on "Raising Feral" and I just had to write it!

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    Naruto looked like he was going to cry.

    “I’m sorry, but I couldn’t have let you pass,” Iruka said, standing at the kitchen table. This wasn’t the first time he’d failed the final exam, and it probably wouldn’t be the last.

    “Mizuki-sensei would’ve passed me,” Naruto argued, refusing to look at her. He pushed his vegetables to the side of his plate and moved the rice around until it formed a sad face.

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    Following the storyline of 'Forgiveness', Mono and Six now find themselves in the modern world, where they're homeless for a while, until they're found by one Officer William Allen.
    Follow the kids as they navigate this new world, try to adjust to its rules, and leave the darkness of their world behind, finding family and happiness as they go. It's never easy, but they're nothing if not determined.

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    "No-No! STOP! I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY! STOP PLEASE! ZEWU-JUN I'M SORRY!" Jiang Cheng sobs as he swings blindly in the air at his attacker, who was no longer there to physically harm him. "STOP! STOP! PLEASE IT HURTS! IT HURTS!"

    Huaisang is frozen stiff on the floor in utter denial and disbelief for the words leaving his friend's mouth. "No," he denies softly. "No. No. No."
     
     Nie Huaisang wanted to deny that his brother's friend, the kind and gentle Zewu-jun, wasn't a rapist.

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    "The hunger is good. You had too many calories already. You're already fat." "They'll love you even more when you're skinny. You'll be their perfect little angel when you're nice and pretty." "Lilly, I heard you puking up the cupcake in the bathroom, and then you whispered, 'So many calories,'" This is Lilly Ketchman's life.

    This is the kid that puts a smile on anybody's face and lights up the whole room. But she can never put a real smile on her own face or make herself happy. She's beautiful, but she doesn't believe it. Because Ms. Abby never lies. Bulimia takes over her life for two years. Two whole years she withered away. Until her mother forces her to the hospital.

    She used to be in this big black vortex of pain and suffering, but she's stronger. She got help and recovered. And now, she's back two years later at the Abby Lee Dance Company to dance again.

    But will Lilly stay strong when Ms. Abby starts commenting the same stuff to her? Will she fall back into the same patterns, or worse, create even deadlier patterns?

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    The glint in the murky darkness catches his eye. Or at least he thinks there’s a glint there, might be some reflection, might be a trick of the mind— he feels half mad these days, so it’s not like he can trust what he’s thinking.

    Arthur falls in the cut, where their mother died. Of course he's fished out again, but...

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    TRIGGER WARNINGS;

    DEATH
    BLOOD
    DESCRIPTION OF VIOLENCE
    ABUSIVE PARENTS
    DRINKING
    SUICIDAL THOUGHTS
    GIVING BIRTH (Don't know if it's valid)
    (And others to be added)

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    A series of Oneshots that occured before and after the events of Nothing Left But Memories. Centre around different characters in different times.

    (If you haven't read Nothing Left but Memories, please do otherwise it would be confusing to you all. Also I'm not the best writer so mistake are guaranteed to happen)

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    Hero or Vigilante? What is the difference? It used to be black and white, a boundary so sharp cut that many have found themselves in pieces just for approaching it. So why is it blurring now, as Eraserhead tries to keep his head low while unwittingly gaining 20+ kids, at least three Pro Hero friends and seems to have caught the eye of All Might himself, all the while his past is persistently trying to catch up to him?

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    Dream, a famous hunter, was tasked to kidnap the prince of the kingdom Fiander, George. After successfully completing his mission his master gave him a reward to do whatever he wants with the prince. What would the hunter, Dream, do with the prince?

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    He can fix this.

    He can give Mari back her life, Aubrey her group of friends, Basil his passion for photography. Kel's smile will return, and Hero gets the girlfriend back he once fell in love with.

    He can fix this. The only obstacle is him, and he can remove himself from the picture anytime he wants to. One last summer, and he'll stop being selfish.

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    Mari lives, but nothing is going right anyway. Sunny thinks going to a place nobody can follow him to will change things back. He just needs to prepare his friends so they will get back together before he ends it, he's sure. He didn't think they'd hold onto him so tightly, though.

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